Remember, Perhaps

S.E.W. Smith

 

Some will hate you, you know. 

 

Some will see you 

and mistake civility

for weakness. 

Their fault? Not likely. 

Your task to endure it? 

That is not an easy answer.

 

You could do so much. 

Your power over that hateful child 

is transitory, 

but real 

for just long enough

Should you choose 

to say 

yes.

 

Perhaps you should never catalog

the injuries 

you endure

Nor those you could 

inflict.

 

Perhaps, instead, you should remember –

Remember not what he said 

to your face 

or what 

she wrote 

to her vacuous friends.

 

Remember, instead, that you 

stand 

in their way –

A signpost, a traffic cone, a toll booth, a bridge. 

Perhaps you are a lowly pothole 

Which they can only curse

in impotence and rage

As they drive beyond you 

on their way 

to a well-earned 

wreck. 

You should Remember 

that more traffic 

is, even now, arrived, 

And you will not be 

the same 

To any of them 

As you were

To that enraged, 

now distant, 

speeder.

 

Remember you are Proteus, 

changing even as new eyes fall upon you. 

Remember you are Water, 

filling the vessels 

that wander past, 

half-full or half-empty.

 

Remember that you Are, 

Not winking out of time and space 

because they do not think 

of you;

 

You Are, 

and you must remain so, 

because there is no mirror 

as cracked 

and Fun-house wrong 

as a child.

 

Remember that you Are 

and remain so. 

Some will hate you, 

and to many

You will leave 

no lasting mark.

 

But a bird need only 

find 

one tree 

safe enough 

and it can build its nest.

 

Remember, and take root.